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Saturday, August 15, 2009

8:43 PM

One Way Of Being Wise.

Happiness is something that's hard to obtain.
One has to work hard to get happiness.

Happiness is something that is very good to have. It's a sensational feeling. Two people or more makes happiness. You can't have happiness all by yourself because what kind of fun will you receive from just yourself. But there is one exception, the feeling of accomplishment contains happiness. I think that's the only kind of happiness that one can receive by yourself.

Unfortunately, this happiness doesn't last long, it only lasts for a while. This happiness only lasts for a short time.

The times when I feel happy, are the times with my friends, family, and classmates. To summarize it all, it's all the people i cherish.

I hope that all those times those people that made me happy were also, happy too.

School is about to begin, the time to start a fresh and new year, the time to meet more people and to have more happiness. :)

Have A Blast!
Summer is almost ENDING.
ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS.

&the beauty.

6:06 PM

My Love Blog.

The Blog where i write how i feel about the people i love and care for.

The ones that i reveal my true personality, my true feelings, and everything else that's inside me are the ones that i truly care about.

Over a certain amount of time, one's self starts to gains trust in a person and thinks that they are the right ones to trust. When you find those people, these people become your most cherished friends that you'll ever have and never forget in a lifetime. You tell them your secrets, your thoughts, and everything else about yourself. I guess you can say they are your best friends.

Some people have these kind of friends but still keep inside some deep secrets. Keeping personal secrets is fine because you are not obliged to tell everything to everyone. But you should at least tell them some things that you don't reveal so often to let the person know that you trust them.

I, for one, is this kind of person. A person that will cherish their friends but will always have some deep secrets inside me that will not be unraveled. For me, I don't trust people so easily. It takes time for me. I may not know how long, it can be a month, half a year, one year, 2 years, 5 years, who really knows. It depends on what kind of person that is.

When a friend has an argument with other friends, it shows a sign that s/he cares about that person. Arguments and fights sometimes bring the friendship, their connection more closer.

I have a few cherished friends and they help me out on decisions that are had to make. They listen to me, and give me advice on what to do. These are the people who i love dearly so much.
I won't mention names but those who read these blog and have commented on my cbox, i'll reveal your nicknames. These people are "xoxoeugenia", "NEMO", and "petiteA".

Hope you like this blog because this blog expresses my opinion on true friendship and expresses my love and gratitude to my bffs.
<3

&the beauty.

4:10 PM

Egos Get in the Way.

Ego is a person that are self absorbed in their appearance.

Self-Centered.

I hate those kind of people. They care about themselves always and they are in their own little world.

They try to make themselves feel better and better and sometimes just turn into such asses.

In life, you encounter many kinds of these people. If you are one of those egotistical people, then you better change yourself.

One's ego can get in the way of friendships, love, and everything else you encounter with living things. Any kind of connection.

I have one friend that really cares about his ego. He is the one that gave me the idea of writing this topic.

If you are this reading "o.O", then you should understand that you shouldnt be so self absorbed about yourself. You care very much about your ego or yourself and the way you look. But you use your ego in a positive way and i guess i understand how people call you an asshole. Not very mature.

By the way, dont drink so early, its very bad. Drinking at night is better. :D Also, i chose this cartoon for you because it reminds me of you. The one for this blog.

Well, im not really into this topic because i dont really know how people that care about their ego think.

I care about one's pride. For me, my pride is something important. Ego is nothing to me.

Ego= selfishness=hatred=problems

in life.

Those who have a big ego, you must have a hell of a life.

You guys probably have more ups and downs that people that care about their pride more.

Guess Pride & Ego have similarities between each other.

&the beauty.

4:01 PM

The Suggestion Blog.

This blog is about suggestions.

I need some new topics and ideas on what i should write about.

I thought of a few.

But please tell me which one you prefer.

New School Year, means new style and new topics.

Love & Friendships.
Hates & Problems being Encountered
Friends & Enemies
Sexual.....stuff i guess? O_0 still need to think that blog through
Randomness Things.
VIEWERS give me new topics and i write about them

SO PLEASE TELL ME. i need some inspiration and ideas. i am all worned out. need to be fresh again :)

especially from these people: "o.O", xoxoeugenia, and petiteA

Tell me in my CBOX.

&the beauty.

8:42 PM

Desires & Wishes.

I'm sure every person has something that they want.

Something that they desire so much.

Something that they wish that could happen.

I have many wishes and desires i wish that i could fulfill.

Some things that i wish could happen again. Even if it costed my life.

Desires and Wishes are a good thing to have. It motivates one's self.

After you fulfill one wish, you feel fantastic and it boosts your confidence up.

Believing that you are capable of doing anything if you put your mind to it.

I'm sure many of those people have heard this quote. But this quote is actually true.

So all i can say is, "Believe in yourself."

Many people are like me. Filled with desires they want to complete.

Some of those desires i have are to get a great education and career in the future, make great friends that i can trust (thats progressing lots.), try to make wonderful memories with the people i cherish the most, and last but not least, maybe meet someone i might like.

<33

TO ALL MY VIEWERS, BLOGGERS.

hope you like this blog. its different from the one i usually right.

If you'd like, tell me your desires in my CBOX.

&the beauty.

1:22 AM

Two Split Images.

I am sure many people just don't have one side of their personality.

There's always a good and bad side to each person.

I, for one, have many split personalities. So many that i can't count them all.

As you know a person, you see different sides of them.

Some have fake personalities that hide their true identity. They're either afraid or not confident if people will accept them for who they are. Or they don't trust people well enough.

Some act like angels and some act like devils. But i believe that each person has a little angel and a little devil. or one of those two are bigger than the other party.

Such as the person i was talking about before this blog. He for one acts like a little devil, but also has an angelic side to him.

My NEMO, has a great side and a bad side. Depending on the person. Towards each personality, the attitude is different.

But the question i'm wondering is, are u more of a goody two - shoes or more of a little devil?

I think i am more of a little devil cause i am pretty mean.

But people who are evil will always have a little bit of good in them and those who are good will always have a bit of evil inside them.

The Ying & Yang symbol is the best representation of a person's true personality.

&the beauty.

12:19 AM

Over A Depression.

I cry in the night wondering what i did wrong, what's wrong with me?

my self-esteem lowers day by day becoming depressed. then turning to be emotionless.

I cry and cry at night, not allowing any one to see my ugly crying face.

I try not to reveal my true feelings to people.

trying not to express it because no one is to be trusted.

I was in a dark realm full of sadness, but this person brought a little bit of light into me.

This person made me see some positives instead of negatives all the time.

He said something inspiring. Usually it doesn't affect me at all what so ever. But i don't know why this time it did.

This person gave me some great advice and some great encouragement.

Telling me to screw those who make you go down.

He tells me those people are not worth thinking about, i should just forget them and live my life as it is.

With his encouragement, it has lifted my spirits up, my ego, my self-esteem.

It has made my day. I can't thank enough. He was very inspiring.

In the end, my emotions were full of happiness.

A feeling that i can't express in words, but in tears.

The Tears of Joy.

falling down from my eyes.

<33

Encouragement is the key to get your self back up.

to raise your self esteem, and boost your confidence right back up.

&the beauty.

6:55 PM

My Hate Blog.

What i think of YOU?!

one word: BITCH

People may say, "oh she's my best friend. of course. I know everything about her."

Do you? That's the big question.

You say that, but it's actually a lie.

Do you know my birthday? no.

Do you know how i feel about you? no.

Do you know how i think about you? no.

Do you care about me? maybe. maybe not.

Do you think i'm your friend? yes.

You leave me alone. Standing by myself. Going to others while leaving me behind.

Me, i think your an obnoxious bitch that wants more friends.

Popularity. Friends. Power.

You want people to think you have lots of friends, then you become popular, and last but not least. POWER comes into play.

Well, i tell you. You're not going to be popular because nobody likes you and people are not blind.

They can see you true self behind this "pretty" face.

Inside me i feel:

Hatred. Betrayal. Grudges. Evil Plans.

Towards you. So Beware of what may be in store for you.

-please be advised that this is a hate blog.

this will only happen once in a while.

To my blog readers.

Beware of who's around you because not everybody is a nice person.

Don't trust anyone automatically, but instead take your time in getting to know the person and decide whether you should trust this person or not.

Because...what you do can never be taken back.

UNLESS. you're rich and you can afford a time machine.!

if you have one, please lend it to me :P

the way to hurt someone is to torture them. slowly.

a little advice from me to those evil planners.

&the beauty.