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Sunday, November 15, 2009

10:50 PM

Oh God. My life this year has been so far nothing but studying.
I haven't gone out in such a long time.
Haven't seen my friends.
Haven't played volleyball.
Why do we have tests, midterms, exams, essays and all that workload given at the same time?
Why can't it be even out so we can make time for ourselves, private time?

School hates us, students. Don't you think so?

Just felt like expressing those wonders out. Plus i haven't written a blog in ages. Don't ya think so?
Needed to write my thoughts out before i go crazy.

So many things have happened and none of them are really interesting. All Dramatic. same thing over and over and over again continuously. Need something new in life.

Any suggestions?
<3

&the beauty.

9:53 PM

MISTAKES.

I've made so many wrong decisions. Done so many wrong things. Made friends and trusted wrong people. Mistakes keep appearing in my life. Will I ever stop making them?

The answer is obvious and that is YES.

I am sad that my grades for the first report card are going to so low. My parents are probably going to kill me when they see it or get the beating of my life. I tried so hard to do so good but all my efforts have gone to waste. Guess this is a sign that I shouldn't push myself beyond the point where I can't even think properly to solve the most easiest problems. I feel like an idiot.

I think the only good thing that has happened is that I met some few cool friends. They're pretty funny but this year, my classes stink and the teachers stink too. I miss the ones that have left my school. It's not the same as last year, sadly.

Life is so hard. Who knew?

&the beauty.

10:01 PM

BACK ;]

Sorry you guys. I haven't been blogging on a daily basis as you see from my last blog til now.

But do not worry folks. I will start again. :]
So how has your school been? Any drama? Fun? Sadness :(?

Mine has just been plain. But i met some really cool people. I got to see some people i haven't seen in a long time and i have seen some people that i really wished i didn't see.

Omgosh. But is it just me? Schools are like giving tests already. :S
I haven't been in the mood for studying. AND YOU KNOW WHAT?!
i have a test tommorrow and i didn't even start studying and guess what time it is.? Look at the bottom of the blog. LMAO. cause i have no idea what freakn time it is. All i see is outside being really dark.

Well, this was my short blog to tell people that i have not died, or been raped or anything else whatsoever.

:] have fun in school.!
Be Safe <3

&the beauty.

8:43 PM

One Way Of Being Wise.

Happiness is something that's hard to obtain.
One has to work hard to get happiness.

Happiness is something that is very good to have. It's a sensational feeling. Two people or more makes happiness. You can't have happiness all by yourself because what kind of fun will you receive from just yourself. But there is one exception, the feeling of accomplishment contains happiness. I think that's the only kind of happiness that one can receive by yourself.

Unfortunately, this happiness doesn't last long, it only lasts for a while. This happiness only lasts for a short time.

The times when I feel happy, are the times with my friends, family, and classmates. To summarize it all, it's all the people i cherish.

I hope that all those times those people that made me happy were also, happy too.

School is about to begin, the time to start a fresh and new year, the time to meet more people and to have more happiness. :)

Have A Blast!
Summer is almost ENDING.
ENJOY IT WHILE IT LASTS.

&the beauty.

6:06 PM

My Love Blog.

The Blog where i write how i feel about the people i love and care for.

The ones that i reveal my true personality, my true feelings, and everything else that's inside me are the ones that i truly care about.

Over a certain amount of time, one's self starts to gains trust in a person and thinks that they are the right ones to trust. When you find those people, these people become your most cherished friends that you'll ever have and never forget in a lifetime. You tell them your secrets, your thoughts, and everything else about yourself. I guess you can say they are your best friends.

Some people have these kind of friends but still keep inside some deep secrets. Keeping personal secrets is fine because you are not obliged to tell everything to everyone. But you should at least tell them some things that you don't reveal so often to let the person know that you trust them.

I, for one, is this kind of person. A person that will cherish their friends but will always have some deep secrets inside me that will not be unraveled. For me, I don't trust people so easily. It takes time for me. I may not know how long, it can be a month, half a year, one year, 2 years, 5 years, who really knows. It depends on what kind of person that is.

When a friend has an argument with other friends, it shows a sign that s/he cares about that person. Arguments and fights sometimes bring the friendship, their connection more closer.

I have a few cherished friends and they help me out on decisions that are had to make. They listen to me, and give me advice on what to do. These are the people who i love dearly so much.
I won't mention names but those who read these blog and have commented on my cbox, i'll reveal your nicknames. These people are "xoxoeugenia", "NEMO", and "petiteA".

Hope you like this blog because this blog expresses my opinion on true friendship and expresses my love and gratitude to my bffs.
<3

&the beauty.