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Thursday, August 6, 2009
12:19 AM

Over A Depression.

I cry in the night wondering what i did wrong, what's wrong with me?
my self-esteem lowers day by day becoming depressed. then turning to be emotionless.
I cry and cry at night, not allowing any one to see my ugly crying face.
I try not to reveal my true feelings to people.
trying not to express it because no one is to be trusted.

I was in a dark realm full of sadness, but this person brought a little bit of light into me.
This person made me see some positives instead of negatives all the time.

He said something inspiring. Usually it doesn't affect me at all what so ever. But i don't know why this time it did.
This person gave me some great advice and some great encouragement.
Telling me to screw those who make you go down.
He tells me those people are not worth thinking about, i should just forget them and live my life as it is.
With his encouragement, it has lifted my spirits up, my ego, my self-esteem.
It has made my day. I can't thank enough. He was very inspiring.

In the end, my emotions were full of happiness.
A feeling that i can't express in words, but in tears.
The Tears of Joy.
falling down from my eyes.

<33
Encouragement is the key to get your self back up.
to raise your self esteem, and boost your confidence right back up.

&the beauty.

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