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Friday, July 24, 2009

4:54 PM

I wonder sometimes in my life whether people can be trusted or not? Do people cherish what they have? Can all my questions be answered? I, for one, who have many questions, do not have many answers. I wonder a few times a day, whether the people around me are actually my friends, whether i should open my heart to them and let them in, or whether these people will betray me in the end or not. I tell you people, those who make new friends should BEWARE of these kinds of people because once your friends with them and you trust them, they might stab you in the back and hurt scar you deeply. Once you've been scarred, that scar will never go away, but be with you forever.

Do not be fooled. I am just an average teenager looking for an answer to a difficult question. People around me have betrayed me, lied to me, fought with me, and all kinds of things that regular human beings do.
Some are scared to even face up to me and express their own feelings because deep inside them, they are just a wuss. They are a coward that can't stand up for themselves but spread lies about me to others that i cherish. They hurt my feelings deeply, but that person can't realize that. They think I'm tough person, but everyone has delicate feelings and weak spots. These people that do these things are bound to be disliked in the future or even disliked at this very moment because of their ugly attitude.

People that betrays ones trust are called Betrayers. Betrayers are people that i can't forgive. I trusted one person and told her everything i knew. But in the end, she told everything to everyone and twisted my words around causing me to lose trust in everyone and made me aware who was my friend and who wasn't. It was then when I realized the boundaries, and thought that I cant tell anyone my secrets. She made me question a lot of things and scarred me deeply in my heart. I can't forgive her at all, but she doesn’t realize that I know what she did to me. This stupid idiotic girl thinks I like her and love her as a friend.

Til this day, i hate her from the bottom of my heart and i dont think that i will ever forgive her at all. A few people have realize her true attitude but most of them are blinded by her fake kindness.
I wonder whether people will take their blinds off and realize what her true self is? what do you think?

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